In this world where we live, there are many things to think of, the moves, the plans, the tactics and the application. But somehow the concerns doesn’t end there. You will realize, you still have lots of things to do. You don’t want your life to be wasted. But you cannot help doing things that aren’t necessary.

Mingling with people who doesn’t want to do the same thing for you. Keeping them protected even though you’re alone and without protection from them. Keeping the fire alive by yourself to keep them warm but with them having their own fire place. You don’t want to be alone, but that’s what they want you to feel. They want you to discover who you are. And they want you feel that they’re just lying.

Then you will manage to think about it. Staring on something. Thinking of your purpose. sadly, no answers at all. Your efforts were just wasted. They’re not recognized. You would want to give yourself a second chance to prove that your worthy enough to be in their boxes. You will again smile at them, protect them, and keep them happy. But unfortunately, they can do those things all by themselves. You’re not needed. You’re now alone. But for somehow, you cannot just let them get away from you. The routine will start again and again. And the pain will get worst.

You’re hurting yourself for quite a long time now. Better leave them alone. You don’t have to insist your place whereas you actually cannot make yourself fit in. Better look for another box. the bigger and the better one. Because somehow, other people can show you the best they can even if you don’t entertain them, the same as how you felt before.

That’s it.!!!

If people cannot recognize your hardships, better shift up. Though at first it will hurt you a lot. Basically just like a real wound.

At first it will hurt a lot then suddenly it will subside, time will heal it. Just wait…